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This past week just flew by. I'm still in the process of reading the book. Chapter 10 is next.

There were a few days that I don't remember what my gift was. I'm considering starting over again.

Have other folks done that?

I know that every day I gave something to someone. But the gifts were more like helping out with the dishes, or listening intently to someone who seemed to need it. I suppose they are gifts too.

I also noticed that when I gave a gift I…

I gave a gift to my sweet heart for valentine's day. I almost got caught in thinking badly of it, but then I set that thought aside and just wrapped it up nice and presented it. "You are so sweet" was the response. That's nice. I like being sweet.

Today I cleaned the kitchen for my housemate who was worn out by a long weekend with family in town.

And then I gave my mom a Reiki treatment.

It's really been years since I have done Reiki with any regularity and it…

Yesterday I bought some extra food for my housemates, gave some roses to my sweetie and made dinner with my daughter and my ex, which hasn't happened in months.

And then I lay in bed wondering if it was enough. Amazing what the mind can do. So I told myself a bunch of times that indeed what I did was enough. Maybe all I need to do is just what comes to me to do, that's my part and that's enough.

In the middle of the night my daughter woke up with a fever, headache and…

I have been having some struggles with my friend. We've both felt criticized and disrespected by each other. It has caused much suffering for both of us so we've just not been talking for a while. I kept thinking that if she would just stop blaming me for things we could work things out, but that she would never agree to that.

Today we got together for tea, and on another friends advice, I chose to just listen to her without reacting to anything she said.

It was quite amazing.…