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The dollar store is a haven for good deals. Notecards and holders drinks candies that i snacked on. So there was a woman in front of me who had two small children. One holding a princess crown. My heart went out to that mom. And i ever so quietly asked her if i could pick of her bill. She looked at me in disbelief and she didnt have enough to cover the bill. I smiled and paid for it. There are times that i remember not having much. There were times that i overdrew my accounts by a handful… Continue

I woke up to a burning need tonight. And a gift that was given that I hope to give back. I love photography, poetry, and art. When I asked a friend.for inspiration. He gave me a set of photographs that he took. And then I took my own set of pictures documenting where and who I was. And I could let go of a small bit of the depression, and the loss. I read and rewrote a translation of rumi. The gift I hope to support is that the calm and love of a community and that same calm can be found in a… Continue

My birthday was a challenging day. I recieved divorce paperwork, and found out a relative had died. I recieved a beautiful journal. I tried to give my parents a well filled with love. Their is a certian degree of grief that makes it difficult to give back as much as i'ld like to. My parents offered me a movie that is really popular currently. I was hestitant to watch it since I really want a child of my own. I only made it through 1/2 of the movie before I left it. I waited outside of the… Continue

To give back. There are those moments that my body happily states it may be freezing outside but I'm not. As I turned the corner to get myself to the garage there was a Young woman in a thin tee shirt shivering while waiting for a bus. I thought about my car and its heater. I smiled at this gracious moment. I'm hot shes cold. I pulled off my hoodie and handed it to the woman and found my way to the car. She said are you for real? I wasn't sure what to.say. Continue