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I have to start this all over today.  I completely forgot about this.  I feel its worthwhile though.  Sometimes I think...why did I ever start that?  This time, I know why~ I feel its beneficial for all.  Tonight I am making a special dinner for my husband and I am going to light candles and put on music as well....on a Wednesday...just because..as my first gift.  I think its a bit harder for me than perhaps for others as I am kind of isolated.  I havent had a car in 3 years....we just have…

So...my 2nd day of giving was to finish the book..I had 2 chapters left and go over to my homebound neighbor and let her read the library book...,I told her...this is my gift...(but I need to return it to the library when you are done :)!  I was going to tie a ribbon around it and put 2 tea bags I love on it as well....funny she didnt know about the teabag idea but for the first time in years she offered me some tea that night which we had.  My gift yesterday, my 3rd gift, I went to my aging…

I meant to start tomorrow...but then I had a thought of something I could do and it felt like a gift...so it was!  My husband has been asking me to find out how he could get some dental work done that would be covered under our insurance and I have been putting this off for months knowing it was going to take forever to figure it out...but last night he said he had such a bad tooth ache and thought he might have an infection. So today my gift was taking the time to figure out where he could…

I want to see where this takes me with out a huge amount of planning.  As I read the book, that is what she did...just let things unfold.  This is how I "plan" to do this challenge...let it unfold as it will.  I have lost  much control in many other parts of my life I do not want this to be about controlling or making anything happen.  I dont want to be expecting wonderful things...I dont think that is the reason behind this.  The shift in my thinking and mood and energy is what I am looking…