thank you all for your warm thoughts.
We're feeling a bit better about it now. we'll just go with the flow and care about what happens today. and won't worry to much about tomorrow.
anyway. the gift I gave today was a homemade cake for my husband, as comfortfood. it's full of chocolat. i'll put up a pictur of it up today.
I also called my mom and let her know I think about her.
so that much for today. I'll spend some time with my husband…Continue
I haven't given any gifts so far today.
but i needed to spill some thoughts. I hope you don't mind.
my husband is sick. he's got ptss. and lately it's been going great. today we had an appointment with a doctor who would look if he'd be able to work again. (he's also unemployed). it turns out the doctor doesn't see it happen within now and half a year. wich sucks 'cause then he'll be unfitted for work. the doctor says it looks like my husband has…Continue
i havn't gotten my head around to mailing the prosecuted christians, I was very busy today and have it planned for tomorrow morning. before I go to school.
today after my internship I went to the stores to run some errands, my husband came along. when one last errand was to be done, my husband left and went home to start cooking, I had an appointment in church at seven and he needn't be present, both at church or the errand, anyway. I walked through the streets and suddenly I…Continue
fryday I sent a postcard to a friend of mine. she's not feeling to well, has troubles with college, and the lot.
saturday I made a friendly talk to a colleage of mine. I don't particular like him, but I really tried to be nice to him and give him some of my attention.
yesterday, sunday, After church we visited my family, and i brough an appelpie, not self made, but still very good.
I took advice from one of you and made a list of people who are close to me and…Continue
today I sent my grandmother a post card. and a friend of mine some nice pictures.
we here at holland often get a poetry book when were young, and our family and friends write little poems in them, or wishes for later and add very corny pictures. like these: http://jeugdsentimenten.net/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2004/02/poeziealbum.jpg one of those I gave to my…Continue
yesterday was a wierd day. I should''ve felt horrible, but I felt great. all the stress was gone. monday I failed two big projects, again. and I planned on getting my intra utrine device inplanned yesterday but there was a mix up with the doctor, so that didn't happend as well.
after all that, I still felt on top of the world. real wierd.
I bought a magazine at morning and left it in the train. with a little note for the one who would find it. and I made…Continue
hello beautifull people.
the past days have been great. saturday I gave something I was scarce, time, I took my little brother to town and did some shopping with him.
yesterday, sunday I gave honesty to myself and husband to talk about some slumbering feelings. and I made a cake for my fellow students.
the cake was given today to my fellow students. I also gave a rug to a fellow student.
again I wanna thankyou all for your great…Continue
so, after my meltdown yesterday and your hartwarming responses I stopped for a while and looked around, immediatly occasions occured where I could be a gift to others. I helped someone carry a heavy object, I was kind, I cooked dinner, both as a gift to myself as my husband, I love to cook and he already cooked two days in a row. and in the evening I texted a close friend of mine who's just as stressed as me, and has a little baby as well, i still haven't heard from her, I'll call her later…Continue
today is my third try this year (!) to start a new cycle. I'm just so stressed with school and work. and I'm so tired. yesterday I had my first day at my internship-place. and I should've used that time at school. and now.. I'm kinda drowning, I know that this is the best time to go think about others but I just can't! and it's two in the afternoon, and still I haven't given anything. it kinda drives me crazy. any pointers, tips, feedback? please?