Days 6 and 7

I havne't been in a very giving mood the past few days... I have been very fatigued and even feelign a little weak which is never a fun feeling.

Yesterday was New Year's Eve and for the past few years my cousin and her kids come over watch movies play games and stay the night, I love this tradition but yesterday I just wasn't in the mood. I tried to get in the spirit though and push past. My mom and I wanted to play this really easy dice game that has one winner in the end and everyone starts with 3 bucks. I had previously said i would put in for all the kids but then I was in a grumpy mood and though about pulling my offer and not gving anyone money... I still did put in all of my ones to be given to the kids and we had a really fun time playing. We actually played twice and the two winners were my cousins boys. The 12 year old was so precious when he won the second hand it was priceless for sure. All in all a good New Year's Eve.

Today I was so tired even though i went to bed right at midnight. I woke up at 10:30, ate breakfast and then the headache came on. I thought I was goign to be sick, I either laid in the bath or in bed till abotu 3pm when I finally got up and got dressed. I haven't been very gifty today and certainly haven't given abundantly, or genuinely. For my gift today I am going to offer a prayer for a friend who I know is having a hard time. This is probably one of the most powerful gifts you can give, but it seems so small and it is all I have.